Give lip-service..

I want to live the photographers life like movies. untidy, free, photos scattered around the house, music... more music, movies.

I wish life were like the movies. simple, understandable, always win by the good guys.. But God loves difficult. PLEASE GOD! I JUST 16 YEARS OLD. and I just want to stay at this age.

I have a gift. I able to recognize just by looking into the eyes of the people. only once. That's why I don't look at people's face when talking. Because I want to believe that they are sincere to me.

if I had a gun and had two shot; and if were "right" and "wrong" in front of me. I'd shoot the "right" twice. because it's your "right". not mine.

Operation: OH MY GOD!

Jesus Christ! Oh my god! or which god you believe in the world! hey you! Definitely watch that film! The best movie I've seen so far! Director, actors, all the costumes, the materials used, the places.. All of the perfect! I want to thanks Ben Affleck of this film's director and actor. And thanks to this wonderful film's maker George Clooney. Good job guys! 

Had a really good films this year. I am so sorry for didn't watch the Oscar Awards and I didn't see the perfect dress of Jennifer Lawrence! Her dress was raise the dickens again! Fall flat on the ground, again! Next time, just wear fabric pants, Lawrence!

Mumbo Jumbo

Today I felt so lonely myself. I wish I'd just felt "alone". Bu its not. I can't explain or I don't want to explain. I don't know. I wish I didn't felt like that. Today I wish I never meet the people around me. I wish I had listened to my mother. oh my god she's a "yes, you're right again!". I hate this. but she is always right.. I just want to be with people who believed in me. I should to good friend choices. We get an infinite confidence in each other. currently only one request. Just one. Whatever.

Life is beautiful..

I watched the film again after a long hiatus. I watched a movie on a half left; La vita è bella (Life is beautiful).. This movie brought me so many wonderful things.

Today I did some research about the legends. The Beatles, Bruce Lee, AC\DC, John Lennon Michael Jackson's tour "This Is It". and more .. "This Is It" tour has been canceled due to the death of Michael Jackson. If it had not been canceled tour Lady Gaga would be Opening act of  "Thıs Is It". think about it .. The King of Pop and The Queen of Pop on the same stage! it would be amazing! After has been canceled tour Lady Gaga decided to organize joint tour with Kanye West. Name of; Fame Kills. Tour was canceled cause some of the problems experienced by Kanye West. So; 2 fabulous tour was canceled in the same year. I feel so sorry for this. 2009 could have been much more beautiful than a year. But despite everything, Life is beautiful..

One funny video can make your whole day awesome!

Don't worry guys, Lady Gaga is okay!

Of course if you are concerned about..

Anyway. She is OK and that's all that matters. in fact I felt unhappy myself today. but I just watched a video and now I feel so good. 

This guy is watching One Direction's new video -One Way Or Another- for the first time. I really laughed a lot of when I saw the reaction. But then I remembered  I am showing the same reaction When I watching Lady Gaga's new videos. and I stop laugh him! I started laughing myself!
In the meantime, I started to write a new screenplay. I will participate in the short film competition with my friends. I have a very good screenplay. WAIT FOR ME HOLLYWOOD! No, no, I just want to best director and best-case scenario award. For the time being this is enough for me.

#PrayForGaga

I thought it would be a normal day. it wasn't a normal day as usual.. This day I took book by my favorite a writer. "Gülse Birsel - Yazlık". I liked her first book. She's really very funny. She is not like other authors. Anyway.. She is really a very successful. When I got home I looked at the news immediately. Of course Lady Gaga's news.. Because she sick these days. She would have a surgery because of labral tear in her right buttock. but the date is not certain. And this day Gaga tweeted: "Going in for surgery now." I WAS SHOCKED! probably now she's out of surgery. but no news yet. I really wonder. I hope she is good. She said before surgery; " I will be dreaming of you." Which pop artist would say that? Who would say that? she is the best woman the world has ever seen. The pop artist who most loves fans. For this reason we love her very much. #PrayForGaga

Is there anybody in my head?

This day was not very nice. I guess .. I still trying to get used to school after the holidays. In the morning i look like dead man walking. This morning I fell asleep while reading a book on the school bus. I'm sleepy all the time. Only sometimes I need to eat the food. I love sleeping because; I focus my thoughts while I sleep. I love sleeping because;  my dream more beautiful than the world.

I think tomorrow will join in a photo contest. I love taking pictures. people around me thinking I'm successful in this topic. I will be Terry Richardson. of course, without glasses...